I want to go home so badly… I want to go home so badly~!” Alice cried out to me, “I want to go home so badly… I want to go home!
I understand. I know how much you want to go back to that place where caring was established as caring.
Alice then said to me, as if she were begging me.
I want to go home, I want to go home, I want to go home! It was so good at that time. It was a really warm light. But it’s so cold here, and I’m trying so hard to keep warm, but I’m losing my strength. I don’t want to lose it. I want to go back to that place. It’s the only thing that’s important to me, and I’m clinging to it. Why can’t I go back? I’m so sad. ・・・・
‘I think as long as Alice is attached to the time when she was in the light, she can’t return. If it’s such a good place for Alice and she had to leave the place of light, does that mean something has to change? It was a signal to her that she had to change. I think it was a signal to her that she had to change. And since the situation was changing every time she reincarnated, I think she really had to change and evolve accordingly. But Alice, who was so fixated on the place of light, refused to change or evolve, didn’t she?”
I knew somewhere that the times were different, but we were so happy then because we could feel each other telepathically. But now I’m sensitive to all the things I don’t like… It’s hard and cold. I want to go home…”
That’s right. I’m sorry Alice. That’s a harsh thing to say. I think that when you were about the same age as you were when you were reincarnated from the place of light, you learned that answering the needs of others made them happy and warmed your heart. So I think you mistook that for compassion. I think that’s why you began to act in the same way every time you were reincarnated, thinking that you would be warmer if you met others in the same way, but it didn’t work every time you were reincarnated, and something gradually shifted and you began to perceive it in a strange way. I think that’s part of the reason I’ve become so attached to the place of light where I used to be.”
Why can’t we adapt to others? I know times have changed, but…”
Alice’s way of responding to others is based on her need for approval, isn’t it? If that is the case, Alice’s true feelings and true intentions are facing in a different direction, and there will be a distortion between the other person’s feelings and Alice’s. If that is the case, Alice’s heart will not be satisfied, but on the contrary, she will be licked more often. In such a situation, Alice’s heart would not be satisfied, but on the contrary, she would be licked by the other person, and she would feel bad more often.
I see. The most important thing is that you should be able to find the right one for you. I’ve been caught, I’ve had bad experiences, and I’ve been buried. I was used too much to be good, and everyone around me was afraid of me. They said I had to do what they said…. If I’d have matched them, the scary people would have caught me right away.”
Alice said, as if depressed, remembering something.
